Today Mom said that when she used to hurt me and I would fight back as a child that she was supposed to hug and hold me instead of hurting me more. She said she feels that’s how she lost me.
She said her dream is to be a teacher and help children because she regrets what she did to her own.
She said she sees me in one of her students and cries.
“Kan bida hudon.”
“She wanted a lap.”
I still do.